I know that no one will read this blog so what I write will not matter to anyone.

My only child is 9 months pregnant with her first child. She shuts me out of her life and will probally shut me out of my grandchild's life too. I am a needy person, I was raised the oldest of 5 by parents who thought their only job was to feed and house us. Nurture, hah. I really tried to "be there" for my kid but I guess it didn't work. She does have a busy life. My son in law has a circle of friends that is unbelivable to one (me) that has none. My daughter also has a ton of friends so they have a crazy social life. When they need something my husband and I are the first to be called. I can't understand why they can't see things from our side.

I guess that this is just the way I feel today and I will have to get over it and wait to see what happens when the baby is born.