OK, so I was wrong. My daughter has been great! I see my grandaughter whenever I want to. I love her (my daughter too). Her name is AVA, that's my name too. I could never imagine that they would name her after me. I am so honored.

My son in law has been so patient with me. I can be a real pain in the a--. He is so supportive of my daughter in what ever she wants to do. Couldn't have been a better choice for her. To think that 9 years ago I wasn't so sure about him. Her previous boyfriend was a family friend and we were so upset when she broke it off with him. Were we ever wrong.

That's my story and I'm sticking to it!

I know that no one will read this blog so what I write will not matter to anyone.

My only child is 9 months pregnant with her first child. She shuts me out of her life and will probally shut me out of my grandchild's life too. I am a needy person, I was raised the oldest of 5 by parents who thought their only job was to feed and house us. Nurture, hah. I really tried to "be there" for my kid but I guess it didn't work. She does have a busy life. My son in law has a circle of friends that is unbelivable to one (me) that has none. My daughter also has a ton of friends so they have a crazy social life. When they need something my husband and I are the first to be called. I can't understand why they can't see things from our side.

I guess that this is just the way I feel today and I will have to get over it and wait to see what happens when the baby is born.